Dinner round mine, aka I have a drinking problem

I think I've fucked things up big time between me and my sexy.
I invited him round to my place for dinner, I went out and brought loads of pretty expensive ingredients and a bottle of wine, it came to about £20. Normally I wouldn't send this amount of money on just one meal but tonight was special, tonight was suppossed to be a night to remember.

Instead I got absolutley wrecked after a glass or two or three (I'm a real lightweight and a serial binge drinker) and told him how much I like him. I think I scared him off as he hasn't got back to me since saturday :S

UPDATES:
He got back to me! He said he needs time to think because he has a lot of shit going on at the moment. What does that mean? Does he want me or not, I need an answer!!!