Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Hanging on the telephone

Why hasn't he called me? :'( I can't believe this, how long does it take to make up your mind? I can't be THAT ugly that he wants to avoid me can I? Maybe it's because I'm a fat fucking slut that's probably it. God I wish I hadn't been drinking the last time I was talking to him. If he didn't know about my dark past he might've been all over me that night. God I want him!

I'm just going to have to go out Friday, get pissed , and forget all about him. I really need to go out for a proper piss up. I mean I've been drunk but I haven't been properly like paraletic drunk for a looooooooooooong time (about a month)!!! Come to think about it, the last time I got drunk was the last time I got laid, maybe it's connected?
So it's decded, I'm going to get 'him' out, get 'him' drunk and then fuck him senseless. Sounds like a plan ;)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

garyy my darling..ur not fat ..

or ugly at that

very handsome young man.....also...

its not safe to have rampant sex wen ur drunk as some people forget to wrap ther willys up =) x x lmao x


maybe hes playing hard to get..x